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About Me Member Pencil Artist lilrubydragon8821/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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life sucks sometimes...

Wed May 13, 2009, 3:11 PM
why are most guys so cruel? just yesterday I found out that I was cheated on and the guy also dumped me. I thought he was the perfect guy. He said he would never hurt me and that he'll never leave my side. LIES. my friends and family loved him. I loved him. Things seemed perfect. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of pain and sadness. I've dealt with it all my life. I just want happiness. Am I really that bad of a person? Im not sure if I can trust anyone anymore. Im afraid to let someone new come into my life. however, Im also afraid of my biggest fear partly coming true... being alone.

sorry if this seems like a big drama-fest to you... Im just venting right now. Im so upset.

  • Listening to: Should've said no

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Age: 20
Attending: Sierra College
Major: Animation
Status: Single
fyi: I date asian guys only

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  • Interests: drawing, swimming, racing, anime, dragons
  • Favourite movie: Lion King, POTC, Dragon Heart, Eragon, nightmare before christmas
  • Favourite genre of music: j-rock, j-pop, k-pop, rock, pop, techno, trance, country, final fantasy & Kingdom Hearts music
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chris Paolini
  • Favourite game: anything with dragons, all final fantasy, kingdom hearts, Zelda
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:iconlathrin:
Lovely gallery you have here :D
:iconlilrubydragon88:
^_^ thank you so much. That means a lot to me.

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:iconijustdontcareanymore:
thanks for the watch!

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:iconmiakalin:
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:iconmiakalin:
gosh so many good pics here is a present

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[link] my contest!! Its a contest where you kick my ass with your awesome skills!! lol.
:iconlilrubydragon88:
gosh so many good pics here is a present

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
My dear friend
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending your own love to those you care for.

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:iconmiakalin:
Thanks for adding me!!! :) I'll see you in class on Monday!!!
:iconlilrubydragon88:
no problem. awesome work! k see ya tomorrow ^_^

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